Author: Adventures

I am a Paradox

There are so many things that are being stirred in my heart. So many! I have experienced so many ups and downs and inside outs that I am a living, breathing paradox! I'm a Saint that sins. I'm a believer that doubts. I'm confident and insecure. I have peace yet worry about the future. I know that God has called me to be a leader, but I question if I have authority. I know who I am in Christ yet I fall to pieces in my shortcomings. I speak the truth but sometimes lie. I am a radical giver that tends to be quite selfish. I'm brave yet afraid. I'm patient and yet...

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Let’s Move Beyond Acknowledgement

  My team spent four days in Siem Reap this week as part of our midway debrief session.  It turned out to be a very interesting part of my week as the night life in Siem Reap holds much more activity than what I have witnessed in Battambang.  Sex tourism was evident in every direction I looked.  The best education I have received on sex tourism up to this point, I learned from a seventy-four year old man from Germany who had purchased a girl for the eight days that he would be in Siem Reap—and for some reason he decided to stop and talk to my teammate and I. ...

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The Small Things in Life

     WIthin the last week we have been able to work with organized minisrties almost everyday. What I didn't  take an effort to do until today, was to step outside of the Casa Verde and intermingle with the local little girls who live right across the street. I don't even need to be doing an organized ministry. God has made me realize that even just taking sometime to hang out with little girls is worth your time and means a lot. They were so filled with joy and I even got to work on my spanish a little more. It was mostly spanglish, but I like to believe, it...

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Pitch Black

Last week, we climbed a volcano. As much hard work as it was climbing up, and as much fun as it was roasting marshmallows and climbing into steam geysers at the top, I want to focus on the terrifying, heart wrenching descent. That we completed in the Pitch Black Dark.  We realized it was getting dark. But it didn't really click that we still had an hour and a half climb down still, until we began.  "Don't worry," our guide told us. "The horses have better eyes than you." Well, that's good news for those who actually rented horses, I thought a tad...

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It’s A Scorcher!

Siem Reap was our destination from Sunday to Wednesday.  We were there for debrief with our leaders’ leaders. As soon as day one was over, I wanted to be back home in Battambang. Let me take you through our first day in Siem Reap. As soon as we arrived at Siem Reap and got off the bus, we were attacked by tuk tuk drivers. Literally. I kid you not, they bombarded us, yelling  “Hey lady! You want tuk tuk? What hotel you at? I take you!”. For several minutes we endured this mob scene until our leaders found us some tuk tuk drivers to take us to our hotel, without...

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Reflection

  Our team had a chance this week to go to Siem Reap. It was a chance for us to have a couple of days off, spend some fun time together, and reflect on the last six weeks. We were able to go to a few restaurants, relax, participate in a fish massage (fish eating the dead skin off your feet), and my personal favorite, shopping until we dropped, at the night market. I had such an amazing time with my team in Siem Reap, but the most meaningful has been the epiphany that god has given me of how deep and intimate my relationship with Him has become. In...

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There’s life and there’s love; there’s love and there’s life.

"For a small reward a man will hurry on a long journey, while for eternal life, many will hardly take a single step." Thomas A. Kempis I've grown a lot during these past 8 weeks; constantly blown away at the majesty of God and in awe of His goodness. My eyes have been opened, my heart has been broken, and my thoughts never ending. God is doing some pretty amazing things in my life, I'm humbled by this. A few weeks ago, I was given the opportunity to preach at the center we are working at, about Gods greatest gift-His Love. I emphasized, the only way to feel whole and...

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Isaiah 55:8-9

For me, ministry this past week was pretty much nonexistent…another little parasite decided to make it's home in my tummy, and so I've spent a good chunk of this past week in my room and in the bathroom. As a result, I've had quite a bit of free time on my hands.  With the halfway point behind us now, I've been thinking more about what the furue holds.  It's still a little frightening, knowing that I'm not in control, and the posture of being in full surrender is still new and uncomfortable.  But I rest in the comfort of knowing that He...

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Somos Hijos del Rey

Quiero contarles de una nina que me ha roto el corazon. Se llama Fatima. Tiene 5 anos y la conoci en el orfanato. Es lo mas divino que hay en esta vida. Es toda rellenita, timida y super tierna. El primer dia que la conoci no me hablaba. Pero habia algo de ella que me fascinaba, y todavia me fascina y me encanto poder tratar de conocerla y esperar a ese dia que porfin me hablara. Hace una semana porfin me hablo Fatima! No se imaginan la alegria que me trajo al corazon. Ese dia fue increible, pude porfin hablar con ella. La miraba y le decia, “ Eres divina Fatima! Eres Divina.”...

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Flying Purple Platypus…

*This blog has nothing to do with a flying, purple platypus or anything of the sort. Got your attention though, huh?* haha Well, here we are at the half-way point with new perspective and serious writers block… Why is it so hard to explain what happened to me? I know. 'Cuz God is too big for words. 'Cuz God's works in me so far are too life-changing that I'm not even sure I fully understand yet. Something I've always struggled with is that "spiritual high" we all seem to get at camps, missions trips, and things of the sort. Over the past...

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I Can’t Help It

Fact: God is real.  Most people would agree with that statement, whether they're talking about my God or a god of their own… I realized something this week.  It was Wednesday morning at Ankgor Wat when my team and I were watching the sunrise.  As hundreds of tourists gathered to capture the moment, I realized that human beings have the undeniable desire to glorify something bigger than themselves.  All of us in that moment had to step outside ourselves to appreciate the climbing sun over the ancient temples. But these ancient temples are not glorifying my...

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Milking the Cow Dry

Nine weeks in and over half way there! This past week we took a trip to Siem Reap for our Mid-debrief. As much as I enjoyed Siem Reap and Angkor Wat, I was ready to come home to Battambang by the second day. It hit me while I was at Siem Reap that we only have 6 weeks left, and just 5 ministry weeks. Woah, where did the last two months go? We leave Battambang in two weeks which is going to be very bittersweet. I will be sad to leave this place that has been my home for over two months. It is crazy to think that in six weeks I will be on a flight home. My time in Cambodia is short and I...

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